Matthew Santiago Jr. “MJ”, Donor

Hello my little Boobie, Nana heard this song "dancing in the Sky" it's a beautiful song and when listening to it... All I could think of was you and all the energy you have. I believe that you're keeping everyone on their toes in Heaven and are putting a lot of smiles on a lot of faces up there. Hopefully this song will play, when it does go find your Aunt Carrie and dance with her. We luv you, miss you and think about you always. Luv Nana...

Good morning my little Boobie, Nana has you on my mind, not just today but always. Luv the adorable picture that most recently added (by a Marie), your laughter and smile is so contagious. I remember the times you would start giggling, which would make us start giggling, then the giggles turned into a full blow laughter followed by tears, aching in the jaw and sore ribs and stomach because we couldn't stop laughing. Miss you so much... Until we meet again my little Boobie, luv Nana

Hello Boobie, wishing you a belated Happy Easter in Heaven. I'm so so sorry for the delay its not because you weren't thought about, because you were and are always in out thoughts. Remembering your awesome little face so clearly on this day with your Bunny ears, can almost sense you running toward me while giggling, you have such a contagious laughter. We all miss you so much M.J. My Little Boobie. Nana luvs you!

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Merry Christmas my precious little MJ, you are forever in our hearts and are truly missed. I know you must have had a wonderful time up there in Heaven as it was a glorious time to celebrate with all our other loved ones up there. Nana and Tata love you so much and miss you immensely. Merry Christmas Boobie, I continue seeing your bright little star in the sky and continue throwing you kisses every day.

Happy Halloween Boobie, hoping you're embraced by tons of joy and loving family and friends. We miss you dearly and wish you were here with us. Continue shining bright up there, missing your little face and hearing your laughter. Nana and Tata luv and miss ya....

Good morning my precious little MJ (Boobie), Nana misses you so much, I will never get over the pain of losing you. It will remain embedded deep in my heart till I reach the end of my journey here on earth. Until I meet up with you, my heart will remain heavy. Continue to shine and brighten up the sky and watch over all of us especially your Mama and Peyton (Sookie). Luv you and think of you always. Luv Nana

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Hi Boobie, Nana misses you terribly. I wanted to share with you that today's theme was to wear your super hero shirt to work. I wore my "I wear green for my grandson's gift of life" because you are my Super Hero!!!! I love you Boobie and think of you everyday, see you again some day....

Happy Easter Son. We love and miss you. Love, Mum and Peyton

Happy New Year Boobie, Nana and Tata think of you always and miss you dearly. Keep shining bright up there, luv you.....

Happy New Year son. Love and miss you. Luv Mum

Good morning my Beautiful Angel, Nana & Tata wanted to wish you a Happy, Happy 7th Birthday. I image you're having a great celebration up there with all the surrounding angels. It's hard to believe how time has flew bye, but there's never a day we don't think about you. We love you dearly Boobie and miss you immensely. Happy Birthday,,,, luv Nana & Tata!

M.J. Bear was created 4 years ago today. He has brought so much comfort and joy to our lives. With him we always feel like you are near. He is always apart of everything we do.

I lobe you son and miss you immensley. Today is a very special day for me and your big sister. I know you will be there in spirit. We love you.

Good morning Boobie, Nana wanted to wish you a Happy Halloween. I still remember you in your last costume and how adorable you looked. It wouldn't surprise me if you're the cutest Angel in Heaven, because you are in our eyes. We miss and luv you so much my little Boobie.

Good morning Boobie, we made it back safely from our motorcycle trip... Thank you for watching over us, felt your presence with us and saw some awesome sites while traveling. We did approximately 3200 miles "8 states in 10 days on our Harley's" Yellow Stone was absolutely beautiful. Luv & Miss you, Thinking of you Always, Luv Nana & Tata :)

I miss you son. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I love you to the moon and back. Mommy

Hi my Beautiful Little Boobie, Nana misses you.... Not a day goes bye that I don't think about you. I look at your beautiful little face every morning and every night, wishing you were here. Luv you Boobie, Luv Nana!

Good morning Boobie, belated Happy Valentine's day... I'm so sorry, my day got away from me so quickly and before I knew it I was already home without access to getting on your page. Boobie just want you to know that my heart is with you always, not just on Valentine's Day. Love and miss you immensely.....

Hi M.J. Mommy misses you so much. This week has been difficult for me. I often have this vision of you running towards me with open arms. One day we will be together again. Until then I must stay here with Peyton. She misses you so much also. She asks about you all the time. Please light the way for her, she needs your guidance. We love you to the moon and back. Love Mommy and Big Sister

Good Morning Boobie, Happy New Years.... Yes, another year has come and gone and things haven't gotten any easier to deal with. We are all still struggling with the fact that Sookie is still torn between two households which makes it extremely hard on everyone "especially her" you can see it in her sad eyes that she is so unhappy and wants to be home with her Mommy. It's been a long haul, however that day will come soon and her life will be back the way it should be. Boobie please help give Sookie the guidance and strength she needs to get through this tough ordeal she's going through. Boobie we miss you so much and feel like the time isn't healing our wounds. We hope you are resting, luv you so much my little Boobie.... Luv Nana

Thinking about you on this rainy day Boobie, I love days like this cuz I can picture you running through the water giggling, throwing your little hands in the air and chasing Sookie around. I miss you dearly...... Nana loves you!

A Picture I only have a picture now, A frozen piece of time, To remind me of how it was, When you were here, and mine. I see your smiling eyes, Each morning when I wake, I talk to you, and place a kiss, Upon your lovely face. How much I miss you being here, I really cannot say, The ache is deep inside my heart, And never goes away. I hear it mentioned often, That time will heal the pain, But if I'm being honest, I hope it will remain. I need to feel you constantly, To get me through the day, I loved you so very much, Why did you go away? The angels came and took you, That really wasn't fair, They took my one and only Son, My future life. My heir. If only they had asked me, If I would take your place, I would have done so willingly, Leaving you this world to grace. You should have had so many years, To watch your life unfold, And in the mist of this, Watch me, your Mum grow old! I hope you're watching from above, At the daily tasks I do, And let there be no doubt at all, I really do love you.

Hi Boobie, thinking of you always..... Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind. As you're probably well aware, you now have a new cousin "Lennon". What a bundle of joy just like you and all my grandchildren when they were born. I miss you dearly and wish to God you were here. I know everyone says things happen for a reason, but I'll never understand the reasoning for this. My heart is extremely heavy and feel that I may never have peace it again. I continue to pray that things will get better, which I believe that time can heal all wounds, however feel that time can't heal all the pain in my heart. I continue to feel that the struggles remain deep, and even with all the joy and happiness in my life "with what happened to you has made my life feel so unbalanced". I will continue to remain strong for my family and for my precious grandchildren because you / they mean the world to me. You will never be forgotten, I miss you so bad and still til this day, I say "Good morning and Good night my Lil Boobie, I luv u".....

Good Morning My Beautiful Angel! My heart is feeling a bit heavy today. I miss you so much. I can't believe that your 3 year anniversary is in a few weeks. It still seems like yesterday since you were called home to be with the Lord and all of his angels. (crying) I just want you to know that I think of you daily and I love you with all of my heart. (blowing kisses to you as we used to) Love, Mommy

Good morning my Little Boobie, Nana luv's and misses you to the moon and back...... Luv Nana

Hello my lil nephew. You always visit us and play with my son your cousin Maverick. Making toys go off and strange lil footsteps in the middle of the night walking threw the house. Not a day has gone by where I don't think of you. Every time I'm in my car cruising or when I'm all alone I feel you. Don't ever stop visiting me mejo. Your Tio and Tia and your cousins love you and miss you very much. Love you lil buddy and see you soon. Your TIO has some people to punk on cruise on central and will take a bunch of cars to see you like I always do. Love you. The Coronas

Good morning Boobie, today's a big day for your Mommy. Please give her strength and guidance to get through this difficult obstacle as life has dealt all of you - your Mommy, Sookie and most of all you a bad hand and it's time for things to change. Nothing can ever bring you back to us but we will never forget you. You will always be in our thoughts and your beautiful memories will live on in us always, we're praying that Sookie will be reunited with your Mommy after today, after all this is where she belongs....... She should have never ended up where she is today. We love and miss you Boobie, we are also missing out on a lot with Sookie too so please help bring your sister home to us "she looks so unhappy, she deserves better". Nana luvs you and misses you dearly.....

M.J. Peyton loves you so much. She loved on you while you were sleeping.

Best friends 12/2012

M.J., Hello my son. I miss you dearly. Over the weekend I was able to finally see Peyton. It was a wonderful visit full of smiles and a little bit of happy tears. She asked "where is my O.J. mommy"? She knows that you are with the Angels baby. She misses you so much. I know she really doesn't understand, and is a bit confused about where you are. Make sure you visit her from time to time. I feel as if you may be resting now, as I don't feel your presence as much as I used to. I yearn to feel your presence again soon. I love you to the moon and back. Love, Mommy

Susan S just registered to become a donor in honor of Matthew Santiago Jr. “MJ”

Hi M.J. this is your cousin Michelle, You never meet me but I'm your mom cousin and your tata (big Ray) cousin. I wish I did meet you, it sucks I didn't. But I could just feel in my heart what kind of special, loving lil boy you were in my heart. May you now R.I.P babyboy and watch over your mommy. Xoxo I'll talk to you soon again...

Good morning Boobie, tomorrow is another court date for your mommy. Please provide your strength to do what you can and what is right for the well being of my Little Sookie. I was able to speak with Peyton one time 2 weeks ago and haven't been able to speak with her since then. I was so happy to hear her voice and especially happy to hear her laugh. However I was very saddened when conversation was coming to an end. I was attempting to end call when Peyton says to me "I love you Nana and my Tata" she then said I can't find my Momma and I need to go to school". This crushed my heart to hear her say this, please help Peyton get back to us so she can return back to her daily routine that she is use to. We miss you Boobie, Love Nana

M.J., Hello son :) I am thinking of you. I always think about how you always had your favorite "Dallas Cowboys" blanket with you wherever we went. When you would walk around with it, you would have a part of your blanket hanging off your left shoulder and the rest of your blanket you would drag behind you. You were so cute. You reminded me so much of Linus from Charlie Brown. That blanket went through everything with you. It had seen the washer machine so many times, that it started to fall apart. It was often used for tug-o-war between you and your sister. I crack myself up when I think about how you would sit on a part of your blanket while Peyton pulled on a corner of it and she would drag you around the house. You would hold on and the both of you would just giggle. Peyton would say "hold on O.J." as she never called you M.J. You both were so close, like best friends. You two were inseparable. I loved how when I would drop off and pick you both up from daycare you greeted each other with a kiss and a hug. You two loved each other so much. I loved watching the two of you interact with each other. I love you to the moon and back. Love, Mommy

M.J. I remember when I would take you and Peyton to the park to feed the ducks. You would start to giggle when the ducks would come toward you and start quacking. Peyton would always scare them because she would yell at them and chase them away. I often go to the park to feed the ducks. It is not the same without you and Peyton. I remember taking you both to the playground after feeding the ducks. Peyton loved the swings, but you absolutely hated the swings. You threw a fit when I tried to put you in the swing. Once I took you out of the swing and your feet hit the ground you took off. As you always did. You had the shortest little legs, but you were so fast. You loved climbing and sliding down the slide. It always made me happy to see both of my babies happy and enjoying themselves. I miss you so much. I will forever cherish the beautiful memories I have of you. I love you to the moon and back. Love, Mommy

I HAVE REGISTERED AS A DONOR IN MY GRANDSON'S HONOR. MJ, YOU ARE MISSED DEARLY. OUR HEARTS ARE EXTREMELY HEAVY HAVING TO BE WITHOUT YOU, WE LOVE YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US . PLEASE KEEP PEYTON SAFE AND BRING HER BACK HOME TO US SOON, WE MISS HER SO MUCH.

M.J. I miss you son. The holidays have been really difficult for me. It is not the same without you and your sister. I can still see you and Peyton opening Christmas presents from last year at Nana and Tata's house. You were so infatuated with the ABC blocks that you got from your Tia Bridgette. You were repeatedly dumping your blocks out on the floor and then putting all of your blocks back in the container they came in. You did that for about 15 minutes. It was so cute. It saddens me that your gone and we won't be able to spend anymore holidays together, but I know you are always there in spirit. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Everywhere I go and everything I do there seems to always be something that reminds me of you. That is why I know you are always with me, wherever I go. M.J., Mommy knows that you do not want me to be sad. It is so hard. When I began to cry I think of your bright smile, it makes me happy and for a moment the hurt and pain goes away. I would give anything to see you again even if it is just for a moment. A moment would be all that I would need. I love you to the moon and back M.J. Love, Mommy

M.J. you will be missed. Forever in our hearts.

I remember your bare feet down the hallway I remember your little laugh Race cars on the kitchen floor, plastic dinosaurs I love you to the moon and back I remember your brown eyes looking into mine Like we had our own secret club I remember you dancing before bed time Then jumping on me, waking me up I can still feel you hold my hand, little man And even the moment I knew You fought it hard like an army guy Remember I leaned in and whispered to you Come on M.J. with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best three years I remember the drive home When the blind hope turned to crying and screaming "Why?" Flowers pile up in the worst way, no one knows what to say About a beautiful boy who died And it's about to be Halloween You could be anything you wanted if you were still here I remember the last day when I kissed your face And whispered in your ear Come on M.J. with me, we're gonna fly away from here Out of this curtained room in this hospital grey, we'll just disappear Come on M.J. with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best three years What if I'm standing in your closet trying to talk to you? What if I kept the hand-me-downs you won't grow into? And what if I really thought some miracle would see us through? What if the miracle was even getting one moment with you? Come on M.J. with me, we're gonna fly away from here Come on M.J. with me, we're gonna fly away from here You were my best three years I remember your bare feet down the hallway I love you to the moon and back I love and miss you my beautiful Angel. Love, Mommy

Good Morning Boobie, saw your bright shining star again this morning. We're praying that everything will turn out good today "the way it should turn out". Please help bring our little Sookie back to us, we love and miss both of you so much. Keep shining bright my little Angel and continue to watch over Peyton and keep her safe. Luv Nana

Good Morning Boobie, Nana's thinking of you always. Trying to get through another day, I miss you so much.... I'm yearning to hear your laughter and sense your presence, as we have done many times in our home. It's a beautiful experience to feel your presence and know that you are around so much. I am saddened to almost feel that you are not resting because of all the disconnect that we are going through with Peyton. We love and miss you both so much, hoping this will all be over soon and you will be able to rest and we will be reunited with my little Sookie...... Nana luv's you Boobie

M.J. Hello my son. I miss you so much and would give anything to see you or feel your little hands touch my face again. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I remember the first time I met you. I was so happy. I felt so blessed to have a beautiful and healthy baby boy. M.J. you were truly a blessing son. I will forever cherish all of the memories and the short time I was able to have you. You were always such a good baby, always so happy. Sometimes I hope to walk into the kitchen and see your little toy cars lined up side by side. Or to hear you laugh, or say MUM...I hope to hear your little feet pitter patter down the tile floor in the hallway. I miss playing peek-a-boo with you and trying to scare you and you would just laugh. I miss you sitting on/or next to me watching your favorite movies with you Cars, Cars 2 and Wreck-it-Ralph. You were always so loving and sweet. I miss holding you in my arms and you resting your head on my shoulder. Or me patting your back as you would gently pat mine. I remember how you would blow me kisses, or dance when I would sing to you. I find myself at times eating your favorite foods such as Chicken Nuggets, Gold Fish and Cherrios dry in a bowl with a cup of milk on the side just the way you liked it. You were a borrowed Angel baby.God had better plans for your life.You have touched the lives of so many people. You forever changed the lives of four people and their families. You gave them the greatest gift ever. I am so proud to be your Mom. You are always with me. I love you son.

I just want to send my best wishes on MJ's birthdate. It's amazing how a little guy like MJ can bless so many other lives......God had a special plan for him from the beginning:). My prayers are with all of you always.

I'm a donor RIP MY LIL COUSIN YOU LEFT YOUR MARK ON THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD IN YOUR HONOR I WILL BE A DONOR BLESSINGS BABY BOY ♥

May you Rest in Peace, MJ <3Jew

We love and miss you M.J. Love Mommy, Peyton and Family

I miss you my son. I love you!